Hate

My heart is made up of equal parts family, friends, art and music.
There is no place in my heart for a romantic love.
To let in a single person that is capable of everything that it is to be human is to compromise the rest.
I have no need for love of that kind when i have family.
Though they are capable of all the same things, I forgive them for all the beauty they have provided me.

Love for a few, hatred for the rest.

I'm a walking contradiction.
.


Destroy the morality none have known for so long if ever at all
And I would lay down my life to birth a new generation of a righteous culture.
To a people I could proudly love and cherish.
For that's all I've ever asked for and been deprived of.

these two records have been ruling my head lately..



death is such a horrible thing
my deepest condolences go out to all friends and family
and i hope sam is okay
i'm going to go see him tomorrow

xo

in this moment

i'm down with -

mc donalds post mix coke
sitting in bed
tacos
the thought of doing 4 almost back to back tours from january to march
morgans new house
on broken wings
the osborne family
the dope boys
dead kings newish song

i'm not down with -
girls who talk like they're on the internet in real life
5 minute experts
my current hobo beard
bills
summer weather
sick heads talking shit on amy

same as it ever was

Been a while since my last post.
Shit's been busy.

It's 8:12am and I'm sitting on the floor of the lounge room of what has now been dubbed 'Vegan House'.
Morgan, Josh and Gabb recently (recently being 4 days ago) moved into a new place in Lyneham.
It's pretty tight, its right near where I first lived when I moved to canberra as a kid, so its kind of like coming back to my old stomping grounds. I love this area.
Its also right in between Simon's house and Au Lac. Which is just win win really.
I'm down with this house.

Pretty much since my last update I have:
- Earnt and spent a lot of money
- Started a DJing gig at Bar 32
- Drawn some pictures of fat girls
- Cried once
- Celebrated Aaron's birthday
- Dressed in purple
- Freaked about my debt situation
- and danced a lot

So its been up and down really.

The reason I'm on morgan's floor so early in the morning is because I slept here (as did Dave, who is still snoring next to me). The reason for this (sleeping here, not Dave's sinus issues) is because we're going to Sydney today.
In about an hour and a half I'd say, we're leaving to go eat, shop, hang out and see Ruiner.

Ruiner are a band I always manage to forget exactly how much I like them.
Their name is bandied around so often I kind of just shrug them off until I listen to them again and go "wow fuck".
I can't really explain exactly why I like them, but I just do. A lot.
So im pretty excited about tonight.
Also get to catch up with sydney dudes (haven't been to sydney in a long time) as well as a few melbourne and brisbane dudes coming down. It's gonna be one huge love in.

We're coming straight back after the show tonight with the added company of Zaca. Then its work tomorrow and then another Ruiner show.

This week is actually going pretty good, the only downsides have been the weird ranga/blue eye combo bitch in lost that scares me every time she's on screen. The amount of work I've got to do the lack of time to do it in and lastly the feeling that just about every woman around me bar my mother and my sister is either flat out crazy, trying to work everyone around them for their own benefit or just a slut. Shit's rough.
But whatever, single life is ruling.

But that's it for now, Dave's up and I have a bottle of vanilla coke waiting for me (breakfast of champions)

Peace

fonts

been working on this for the past week



it's not finished yet so i ain't posting the whole thing
but fuck it's been killing me.
I'm fucking atrocious at font work (that's why it's taking me so long) but for some reason i agreed to this. It's going a lot better than past experiences however. It needs more work, more swirls, more flow, but slowly it's getting there.

I'm doing a logo and poster for the club night Shakedown at Bar 32 on Saturdays. Pretty much the poster is covered in photos of me and my friends. That's what they get for asking me to do it.
The poster feaures a large photo of Simon Murphy so babes will be all about it. That man is too good looking for words.

More or less I'm posting this because i felt like a break from the script and i'm getting some chronic RSI.

Tomorrow i've got the Amity, A Secret Death, House Vs Hurricane, Rex Banner show and I'm pretty siked. The new Amity CD isn't what I'd usually listen to but it's catchy as hell and I'm also keen to see Adrian Kelly of glory holes all across Sydney fame. The show is an afternoon affair so i'm thinking of smashing a plate of salt and chilli fried soy squid at au lac afterwards.
If you're from canberra and reading this, come to the show, unfortunately it hasn't been promo'd as well as i'd have liked because the posters were sent to the desmond at the venue instead of me and when i asked for them so i could stick them up, he said no and that he had it covered. Lo and behold, I haven't seen a single poster up bar the one stuck up inside the venue.

On a final note, how good is T.I's new single?
Very good, that's how.

national edge day

so todays national edge day
and subsequently, i had a fucking ill day
hung with aaron all day
i recieved a box full of posters for some shows coming up that i'm real siked for
had a wicked nap
and later hung with al, sam, simon, nard and some girls
sam got his dick out like 17 times, he moshed while pissing in the street (piss went everywhere), sang songs and talked with me about how amazing the song 'Hero' is on the new Nas LP

simon disappeared and we never tracked him down again
al and nard disappeared shortly after
we went to 32, drank some coke, decided it was way too fucking hot in there, talked to some babes outside and bailed home
watched scarface with aaron and now it's 4am

slowly life is giving me more days like this and less bullshit and i'm so happy about that
the outside world is full of so much ugliness, pain and disgusting people
but who gives a fuck when i've got these people around me?

life's fucking ill

so much work, so little time
so much life, so little dime

i've been sick for about 2 and a half months straight now
it ain't letting up

today i decided i want a gold tooth
and i hate albury